Published On May 31, 2024
I was realy busy and now I’m kinda sick
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I didn’t need the future, I bit your neck
I looked only at the present and carved myself into it
Within a mess of distorted hatred
It’s crazy, it’s abnormal
I understood that it was a compliment
The guide to love burns up with a roar
Life-threatening love and punishment coexist, two sides of the same coin
Everything is dirty
Anything and everything, dirty
I take as many punishments of love as I desire
Until I can’t hear anyone’s voice anymore
I want you to make me dirty
Dirty
“Love is intangible” —That’s not true, is it?
If you’re unsure, ask yourself
Would you die for me?
A squishy, swelling pure love
Isn’t it weird to call it wrong?
Really, which one of us is the weird one?
A pure stream of tears falls violently, just like a child
Guilt nurtures love, a fine line of impulsivity
Make me even more dirty
Make me into a mess
I take pleasure within these punishments of love
Tell me it’s not wrong
Tell me with your body
I want you to break me like this
Dirty
Is this love?
My body is no good, if it remains unwell, then
It’s love!!!
Even if there’s a plausible escape route, I’ll block it myself
The guide to love burns up with a roar
Deep up in the mucosa, bodily fluids overflowing
The morning light cuts through the silence, a siren
I have no intention of running away
And so I accept the price of sin
Everything is dirty
Anything and everything, dirty
I take as many punishments of love as I desire
Until I can’t hear anyone’s voice anymore
I want you to make me dirty
Make me even more dirty
Make me into a mess
I take pleasure within these punishments of love
Tell me it’s not wrong
Tell me with your body
I want you to break me like this
I love you