#甘い暴力
Who else in a hurricane rn

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I hate you, I hate you
Your slightly low voice, your facial profile, your anxious tendencies
Even your gentle smile on the day we broke up
Everything about you, it’s too beautiful, I feel like I’m going to vomit

I smiled while saying goodbye the best I could
The end is right in front of my eyes
And I’m standing still, frozen

“I was happy,” you said

If it’s inevitable, I want you to hate me
Just tell me you didn’t enjoy it and push me away
There’s no way that the tears that suddenly overflowed
Were shed without meaning

I hate you, I hate you
For confronting me, for scolding me like this
For changing thanks to you
“Time is the best medicine” really sounds stupid now

There’s no more to come, nothing to come true
If you are living in the past

If it’s inevitable, I want you to hate me
Just tell me you don’t need me and push me away
I wonder why your final words, your final smile
Were still shining, the same as you

“Let’s meet again sometime,” you said

If it’s inevitable, I want you to hate me
Just tell me you didn’t enjoy it and push me away
My slight change in heart went unnoticed
And broke without a sound
I just wanted to hate you
Even if I cry and scream, there’s no way I can go back
There’s no such thing as the muttered “let’s meet again sometime,”
But I’ll keep waiting forever

“Thank you
From the bottom of my heart, thank you for everything up to this point
Please be happy
Please be happy, I want you to be happy
But, honestly, I don’t want you to fall in love with anyone else
Please don’t love anyone else— not with anyone else
Please”