Hey nerd, read the description. ❤️


So, today is our very first monthsary huh. I guess it's a good time to finally upload this little surprise I prepared for you. B)

And guess what? On top of this you'll get a cheesy message from me, lucky you!

Alrighty~ where to begin...

When we met we were both pretty depressed and it didn't take us long to confide in each other and become each other's pillar for support. At first I didn't really except I'd fall for you this badly tbh. All I saw in you was a great friend who I could count on whenever I needed it, someone I could trust with all my heart. But then we started all this talk about how we both deserved someone who'd love us for who we are. Soon after, whenever I said that to you, I'd find myself thinking "someone who'd love you like I would". I tried to deny it at first but lol nope my feelings for you only got stronger every day.

I probably confessed to you way too soon but I don't regret it one bit. I don't regret anything at all since it's led me to you.

I am so happy to have you. You're seriously so good to me. I get bad anxiety attacks, I have constant mood swings, I'm socially awkward, I easily prone to depression, I have a bad self-harming history and lots of scars all over, I'm insecure, I'm jealous and possessive, I'm impulsive, I over-think a lot, basically, I'm a mess lol. But you accept me for who I am and you see the good parts of me through all of that. I am really grateful for that. You're always so kind and understanding. You're really patient with me and I want to thank you for that.

I'm honestly so in love with you. You're amazing. You're funny (sometimes when you're not making really bad jokes), you're kind, caring, trustworthy, reliable, smart, hard-working, honest, responsible, you're also a weeb and a nerd and yes those are good things. And I haven't even mentioned how damn handsome you are yet. Seriously, you're the best and you're everything I could dream of. I'm so lucky. ❤️ ❤️

Anyway, this is getting kind of long and I'm tired of typing so I'm going to end this here.

Happy 1st of many monthsaries~! I love you sososososososo much hun~ ❤️

P.S: this has actually been finished for a while now and it was really hard to refrain from uploading this earlier wtf. I am so impatient ; A ;
Also, it says 11 Jun which really pisses me off because it's the 12th what the heck well done YouTube

Song: 恋距離遠愛 (Love Distance Long Affair) / Renkyorien'ai
Music & Lyrics by DECO*27
Vocals by Ayumu (あゆむ)

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