There’s nothing cheaper than waste
And I
-meticulously
Peel my skin
On my way to
Him

I buckle down to sacrifice
What matters
To strangers

There’s nothing cheaper than waste
But I don’t have anything else
To give

As a warning
I gifted the broken mirror
To my lover

Half my face
Twisted features,
It is me
A half is a whole

He didn’t get it

In my pockets,
Feathers, stones and almonds in shells,
There’s nothing cheaper than waste
And nothing heavier

I warned you
I always find people’s secrets
There’s a note in my mother’s old phone
It is no accident that you were born
A little premature
Heavy daddy’s hands have hit a little hard
But we’ll talk about it later

We’ll talk about it later

Seeking loneliness in the bed of a Dead River
I followed footsteps until there’s no more
I found half-burnt handwritten lists
Of things to do
And to let go of
LETTING GO OF ANA
PRIORITZING FRIENDSHIP

I don’t have a list of things to do or to let go of
There’s nothing cheaper than waste
Feathers stones and almonds in shells
And nothing heavier