What do I do now without my Malamute best friend Sabbie...

The question I keep asking myself, and my dear Mum probably over and over wondering if she has the answer. But of course, there is none! We are all hurting in my family, Sabre our Malamute was so much more than a furry friend. He was a Son, a brother, a true friend, a special soul a gift from God.

Now I’m left looking at pictures of my furry Pal, wondering what if, and wondering why, life is so incredibly special and I wanted you in it all the time, through every moment seeing the good, the bad, the testing and the celebrations. I often wonder how will I go, and then I know and think deeply that death is a part of life and that’s why life is so special and should be cherished. We cherished you Sabbie and I know you knew that, with every hug, every kiss on your fluffy face, every treat, every ear rub, every scratch on your tummy, every tear, every dream of seeing you again… Oh Sabre, I really thought you’d be here for years to come. What will I do without my Mal to come home to???

I know your looking down on us all and I hope the Lord knows how you like your dinner on time, your comfy beds in every room and how you like your ears rubbed and of course all the custard you can manage babe! And of course, how you like to watch animals on tv, especially wolfs and their families. And of course, your occasional drink of milk! I won’t tell if you won’t…

I just keep asking “What do I do now without you Sab?” I’m left with pictures of you, videos on my laptop watching you play, grow older and then I look to your places and I see you’re not there but in my heart you’ll be there, I find your toys and hold onto them and I’ve kept one of your chews. I often staring at your place in the dining room, in front of the kitchen and your place in the lounge and the hall way. Yep, everywhere babe… I don’t want that to go, I always want you there.

Oh babe Sabre I hope where ever you are in heaven your healthy and back to your true old self pup, with no hip problems and poorly tummy. I know your always there babe, miss you always pooch…

Forever in my heart, our hearts…

Love you forever Pal xxx