THANK YOU SM FOR 2.7k am died wtftftftftff

some of these animations have sensitive themes and honestly if i made them now i would rate them a HUGE SIIIIXTEEEN PLUS!!!! but i didn’t back then because i wus a little tiny pea (under 16) and thought i was soooo mature (i was nawt) so just a warning that some of these animations get a little 𝓯𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴𝔂 and will show sensitive themes

OK most of these aren’t deleted but were on previous channels bleh

i didn’t include some because they were either fandom stuff or stuff that made me too uncomfortable ALSO !! this doesn’t include my sketchy vent animations, if you want to see a video with all of my vents you can see here:    • all of my deleted 2020-2023 vents  


explanation for non long term shister fans:

in the past i have changed youtube channels around 4 times (this is my 5th channel), because i get stressed after getting so many subscribers, so i just quit, im trying not to do that anymore, and ive kept this channel for 2 years because of how supportive and encouraging people have been !!!! yay new record !!

also another explanation for people who don’t know the different shister “eras” (only the ones that appear in this video)

pre 2020 - before i developed any mental illnesses, i was happy but also struggling with impulsive behaviour, you can’t find much/any of my 2017-2019 art or socials because i impulsively deleted everything


early 2020 - my piggy era, i made a lot of animations and got a lot of views in this era, i was relatively mentally stable here because i hadn’t processed anything I’d been through, i was a little depressed because i couldn’t see my irl friends though ALSO SHISTER MALKIV FIXATION STARTS TO APPEAR SLOOOOWLY


sept 2020 - things start to go wrong because i meet my abuser , but it’s fine because i don’t realise that he’s the reason why im feeling worse, my animatojs kinda show this decline but nawt enouf…..f



2021 - THE FALL THE FALL THE FALL THE FALL THE FALL (i remembered my trauma and got taken advantage of) a lot of my animations are vents under the disguise of normal animations (major shisterau fixation starts cooking up though yayayayayayaya)


early / mid 2022 - cut off my abuser but i developed cptsd from a combination of stuff that happened in 2021 and my childhood. the reason for my sashley era is because back in 2019/2020 i found comfort in their art and so i kind of regressed back into that because i lost my sense of self after a rly intense interaction between me and my abuser. a laaawwwt of people mock me for that era because they don’t know the reason behind it, so let this be a lesson to nawt assume things about ppl!!! yes it was weird but the things i had to endure back then were a lot more heinous than me fixating on an artists character’s to avoid processing my own issues!!!!!


understanding what happened to me is important if you want to know the context and meaning behind my art, but pls don’t dig into my personal life ill only share what im comfortable with people knowing

this is also probably very confusing for people who are stumbling across my channel for the first time, this was the best time to do so because im a LAWWT less unstable and my art isn’t as ugly as it was YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



socials :

insta: shister.r
discord server im verrry active in:   / discord   [16+]

https://shister.straw.page find out more about me here