This is why I started this channel the first place to get my story out, and to hopefully help women that have been through what I have, clear, my name, and show my son who I was…hell maybe I’ll entertain a few of you. There is some graphic stuff in here however…. #boymom

**I did lie in this video. There was about a four second piece of something that I said that I felt because I know there’s many people watching this that do not like me and want ill harm for me so I changed that by removing a short portion because it was nothing bad at all but I feel the verbiage could easily return around and be made it into something bad, because I wasn’t thinking in the way I said it or worded it and it was completely innocent. I went to eat dinner by myself on my birthday that’s literally what happened but still the way I kind of said it being smart Alec I just need to change it so Dan think that I’m doing anything shy I want this to be authentic, but I do have to protect myself and myself at the same time because there are some people are trying to very actively hurt me very bad right now**