your crush decides its a good idea to run to your place at midnight and confess his feelings, and you think wow this dude is crazy, but fuck yes it was a good idea
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guys…. guysss…….. GUYS GUYS hi. how are you guys doing on this fine day? i hope you guys liked the video today despite me not feeling it all too much today, you know ... i was actually thinking of scrapping this one entirely if im being totally honest and wanted to move on and start again but!! i was like i have to trust myself on this one and just go through with it anyways and so i went ahead and improvised quite a lot of this video (except for the letter part because lmfao if i improvised that, my name might as well be gandhi) so i am sorry if the video is a little longer than usual but i know that also might not be a bad thing for you guys so … okay i think im just overthinking at this point im so sorry. and a heads up for around march 23rd-ish, some rather unfortunate news, but my work schedule just drastically, like DRASTICALLY changed and i don’t think i will be able to upload on tuesday wednesday or thursdays because my shifts have extended by like 3 hours it’ll end at 11pm! but please don’t worry, it’ll give me plenty of time to reflect, revise and write more scripts (hahah because i have a desk job) and in spite of that, i can possibly put out consecutive uploads over the weekends!! im so sorry if this causes any inconveniences for you guys but i really hope you can understand!!!! and also, i won’t be able to upload this friday or saturday either because im going to see the batman with my sister!!!!!!! SHIT I AM READY TO SEE ROBERT PATTINSON ON SCREEN THATS MY FUCKING HUSBAND and then im going to celebrate my moms birthday!!! so im really really really excited for that aslkfjagheahhahah love you guys and thank you so much for your support as always, i’m always always always grateful for your kind words and suggestions it really keeps me going! take care of yourself and be safe - i am going to sleep now because wow!! i am more tired than i thought. love you and love u and luv u DID I SAY LOVE YOU OR NO? OKAY bye!!

lmao and also those did not sound like pebbles at the start i know i think im going crazy
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music used:
sweet creature - harry styles
auburn - brahny
okinawa - 92914
6 8 - gabriel garzon-montano