A vlog of what I have been doing this week...

Lots of fun and I did things that just make life awesome.

Recovery is so worth it, from eating cake at midnight, to having energy to go kayaking at the weekend.

Being with family and being in the moment, that - that is awesome. Going out for a carvery. Tasting Satara's homemade food. Eating the biggest slice of lasagne.

Laughing with everyone, and not worrying about anything except having the best time at that very moment.

Having the biggest smile. And that smile being genuine, real.

I used to dread the thought another day living in the grips of my eating disorder. I'd watch my family enjoy BBQ's and spend time together, I'd long to feel relaxed and happy, wondering "why aren't I happy when I have the best people around me?"

Now I realise, it is possible. Life is awesome, and you can be happy, well and truly. You just have to know that you are worth it. Because you so so are.

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