This week's post is by guest Mary Brantuo. She shares her Experience Of Becoming A Widowed Parent At A Young Age


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I married my best friend, he was the love of my life, I had known him for over 20 years. We got married on the 3rd of October 2015, a day I will never forget. A day filled with love, laughter, food, and music.

My blissful world got turned upside down when I heard the doorbell ring on the 23rd of January 2021. I never in my wildest dream expect that the love of my life will die suddenly and of course not at the start of the new year.

Like a track stuck on an endless loop of repetition, I kept repeating “it can’t be my Christopher.”

Telling my 3-year-old son ‘daddy is a star now and watching over you’ was the hardest thing I ever had to do.

He asks more and more questions. ‘When is daddy coming back from work?’ ‘Daddy is taking a very long time to come home? 'mummy, why do you cry every day?’

I had so many questions to ask God and still do. Why why why Lord. What did I do to deserve this oh Lord?

I can no longer listen to Christian music of praise and worship without bursting into tears, I can't handle my emotions when I am at church.

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