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English:
Standing on the rooftop of a tall, tall building (a figure standing)
Looking down while being blown by the wind (the downward view)
A rope is wrapped around my neck (the pressure tightening), feeling the cold
The medicine dissolves (the dissolving future), the sound quietly echoes

Which method (the chosen path) is the easiest?
How long (the long night) will this pain continue?
This thought (a loop without an exit) repeats over and over
I can't stop it (the unending sound); my life still moves

The choices for an end (the chosen conclusion) spread out in the darkness
I want relief (disappearing hope), I want to vanish, but
Is it really (the wavering self) okay to do so?
The roaring cars (echoing in my heart), the rails of the train are calling
Everything (towards the end) reaches out to me, but
From this suffering (the dream of escape), I can’t get away
I still can’t take the step (a misstep) into the final moment

A cold, cold blade (like the cold wind) cuts through my skin
The color of blood (staining the sky), imagining it makes me tremble
I stare at my reflection (a reflection of lies) in the water's surface
Imagining myself sinking (a vanishing shadow) deep within

Why do I (with a broken mind) think this way?
I can't tell anyone (the voice of loneliness); the words won't come out
But surely (the lingering scars), the pain is still here
I can't run away (there is no escape), this is reality

The choices for an end (the chosen end) are all I see
Spreading out (spreading darkness), I want to be swallowed by shadows, but
Is it really (continuing to ask) okay to do so?
The roaring cars (echoing far away), the rails of the train are calling
Everything (the distant voices) leads me to the end, but
From this suffering (though I want to leave), I still can't get away
I can't take the step (a misstep) into the final step

Memories of the past (the days that cycle) pass by in my eyes
The sensation of tears (a voice spilling over) flowing down my cheeks
Time feels like it's stopped (the heart stopping), just as I feel
Everything disappearing (the unseen hope), that’s how I feel now

I wish someone (an unnoticed voice) would notice my scream
But it fades away (into the unhearing darkness) without reaching anyone
The voice that seeks help (the words that won’t come out) remains silent
If it stays like this (a life breaking), the end will come

Dark, dark thoughts (swirling in the darkness) spiral within
I’m still here (my remaining breath), just barely holding on
Tomorrow (a future out of reach) is invisible
Once again today (the same night) I’m swallowed by the darkness
Just a little longer (little by little), I hold my breath here