Tonight I’m crawling deep inside the hole
The one that breathed its very first breath in you
I’m trapped in an endless red haze
You don’t know my story, or my face
But it’s tearing the curtain wide open for you

There are mountains in between us now
There are canyons coming out of our mouths

You could start a war in an empty house
And when the battles over
You swear you’re not the one who let me down
And talk of mending fences
Until the lines are drawn again
Until you’re tired of pretending to be friends

I would like to take your hand
I let your eyes pierce through my innocence
I want to show you the pain you caused me
I want you to know the hate I carry for me
I carry for me

Cause she twisted all my favorite parts
Into a scar of who I really am
And now I stand right in the midst of the storm
And pray to god that your name will leave my lips
And as the waves come crashing over me
I pray that your face will leave my dreams
And as the salt becomes a home in my lungs
I listen to the fearful voice that pleads
It’s not your scheme

It’s become a home inside me now
And I can’t dig my body out
And I pray that your voice will stop stifling my screams