Life after surgery and being disabled, how the pain changes your day to day lifestyle…. Dealing with lost of sleep at night ice, rest,and pills!! Lots of rest sleeping, if it wasn’t for me being saved and trusting God, I don’t know where I would be right now, I’m this pandemic I have had 3surgeries on the same left knee, 2016… meniscus tear,2020 total knee replacement surgery, 2021 Feb.2 had to go back in and clean up and shave down I was still in so much pain! I lost my sister in Aug.2020 and my soulmate Aug 2020 hurt after hurt, I cry a lot but know most of my tears are tears of JOY! Now cause I had a praying Mother who trusted Hod for everything with 5 girls and 1 boy no education and working multiple jobs to make ends meet, we made it through a lot, I married at 17 and pregnant with first son the nanny daddy, went into the Navy and married me after boot camp we was married 30 years to death did us apart he retired and past away in 2015 I have another son with him! It’s been truely hard after his death, losing 80% of the family income. And my monthly payment barley paid the mortgage I had to sell my house and start over trusting God every step of the way! I’m still believing him for BIG things. He has helped me throughout all I’ve been through!