Like fellow gay teen Abe (abeybaby1221, age 13), Derek left You Tube quite a few years ago for personal reasons, but he had a lot to say that's still worth listening to. For a 16 year old in 2009, he displayed a great deal of wisdom. Have a look at the other three Derek videos on my channel - he was quite wise for his young age. Derek, I hope it's okay I've uploaded your inspiring videos.

2021 update: Derek is doing very well at 27 - graduated from college, and lives with his long-time boyfriend in the Chicago suburbs with a garden and a big, playful dog. It does get better!