I’m rlly sorry you have to go through all this torment , i genuinely wish there was a way for me to help you out in any way i can besides from listening to you vent :(🫶🏾💕 praying that you don’t end things so soon, you’re one of the strongest people i know and you’re so talented . You have wayy too much to live for and you and i will make it through all these struggles together☹️💕🫶🏾🫶🏾💕💕