Yesterday ,

I had to do something that honestly I never imagined doing . I knew she’d have to leave one day but … God now was too early, waaaayyyy too early . I’m one of those I needed my grandma there at my wedding & to see me have kids and although I don’t really understand I know that he makes no mistakes . As bad as I want her here , that would be too selfish of me 🥺🕊

But these last few weeks have been so fulfilling , listen so rewarding just to even be in her presence and this situation within itself has taught me so much about life & most definitely about people but one things for sure and two things for certain it’s showed me just how STONG I really am or give myself credit for & that was one of the last things she said to me “ Meek be strong , be strong like your grandma “ & that’s the only thing that’s been replaying over and over and over 🥺 grandma I’ve been so stong for you 😩 still trying & making sure you left this world just as beautiful as you can was probably the hardest thing I’ve everrrrr had to do but you know I wasn’t gonna let you down , won’t nobody else gonna touch your head if I had to cry the entire time fixing it 😂🙋🏾‍♀️ I’m definitely the cry babyy y’all but I DIDNT I was a big girl OH & I finally finished your song too “ I WONT COMPLAIN “ cause IYKYK 🤦🏾‍♂️ I never make it pass the second verse NEVERRRRR so I know she was there holding my little hand I know you’ll always be there holding my little hand so don’t worry IMA KEEP MAKING YOU PROUD 🥰 life’s so much more personal now , so this ones for you ..

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