Wow. It's been awhile since I've made an actual video.

Anyways, I've been missing for a week and a half and if you're in the group chat I've explained that and I want to apologize to all the MEP hosts that are still waiting on my part but my well being comes first.

Adding on to that, I'M SHOCKED. I haven't uploaded anything in like 2 months (other than a shitty MEP part and a MEP) and I went from 370 subs to over 450! I'm honestly so blessed and thankful for every single one of you, you have no idea how much of an outlet editing is for me, and for you guys to like it so much that when I come back I have a shit ton of subs? Thank you all, from the bottom of my newly fixed heart.

Now, as for the dedi. I actually was already editing to this song and was going to upload it to your channel, but you changed your password and I accidentally deleted the file lmao. But Abie, my love, I'm so terribly sorry. For the past several months all you've tried to do is help me and I've just pushed you away. I don't know what I was thinking. I don't know if there was an influence on it or what, but you didn't deserve that. You're a kind, caring person. I was lost in the shell of who I was trying to help someone else who didn't even care about me. I'm so so so sorry. I feel awful, and I know it's going to take a lot more than a video to make it up to you, but I'm learning to fix what someone broke and change myself for the better. I love you so much, I'm glad you're in my life. I can't wait to see you in 2021, I'm looking forward to laying next to you and talking about everything under the starts, just like you promised. You've been in my life for a year now and I couldn't be more blessed to have someone like you. I know that I am not the same person you knew a year ago, and I'm trying my best to fix that for you. I'm going to do what it takes to bring you back again, no matter how bumpy the road is. I don't care if it takes until I'm old and gray. I'm going to listen to my gut, and most importantly my heart. I can't stand to lose you. You mean so much to mean, Abie. I love you, my little angel. ♥


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Audio: Back To You - WILD
Program: Sony Vegas Pro 13
Clips: Disney, Universal